“Love is a bet, a wild one, placed on freedom. Not my own; the freedom of the Other.” -Octavio Paz, book The Double Flame
When you love someone or something, you sacrifice.
The more you sacrifice, the tighter the bond, the greater the love.
P.S. – Happy Memorial Day. Let us remember all those who made the ultimate sacrifice. Remember, freedom isn’t free.
As I’ve repeatedly stated throughout this blog, when it comes to producing your passion project, don’t be afraid to ask for what you want or need.
If you’re not willing to take the emotional risk to ask, why should anyone help you? If it’s worth it, you’ll put yourself out there.
That being said, ask without expectation. Don’t be offended if people you thought would help, people you thought would say yes, don’t get back to you.
Assuming positive intent as well as having empathy for others and what they might be going through at the time, will allow you to not take their “No” or ghosting personally.
“The everyday human gesture is always a heartbeat away from the miraculous — [remember] that ultimately we make things happen through our actions, way beyond our understanding or intention; that our seemingly small ordinary human acts have untold consequences; that what we do in this world means something; that we are not nothing; and that our most quotidian human actions by their nature burst the seams of our intent and spill meaningfully and radically through time and space, changing everything… Our deeds, no matter how insignificant they may feel, are replete with meaning, and of vast consequence, and… they constantly impact upon the unfolding story of the world, whether we know it or not.” -Nick Cave, letter to a fan, “The Red Hand Files”
If you sometimes find it hard to allow people to help you because you don’t want them to be bothered or inconvenienced. Or you think, “Everyone’s got their own troubles. The last thing they need is to hear mine.”
Realize a few things…
One…It takes tremendous strength, courage and vulnerability to ask for help or allow yourself to be helped. Be strong. Let the help in.
Two…People don’t offer to help if they don’t mean it. They mean it. Trust that.
Three…When you allow someone to help you, not only are you the recipient of a gift. But you give them a great gift as well. The gift of service. The gift of being there for someone else. The gift of love. Don’t deprive them of this gift.
“A coward dies a thousand times before his death, but the valiant taste of death but once. It seems to me most strange that men should fear, seeing that death, a necessary end, will come when it will come.” – William Shakespeare, Julius Caesar
“We suffer more often in imagination that in reality.” – Seneca
“I am an old man and have known a great many troubles, but most of them never happened.” – Mark Twain
The longer you procrastinate, the longer you suffer.
Do it now. Suffer once. If at all.
From my experience, the suffering from doing pales in comparison to the joy from completing.
“I don’t feel frightened not knowing things, by being lost in a mysterious universe without any purpose, which is the way it really is as far as I can tell.” -Richard Feynman, theoretical physicist and author
“You’ll never understand me, never. I’m deeper than China. Than a star. If I wanted to, I couldn’t tell you who I am. Or who you are, why you are, why Joey broke in two and you did not. I’m a mystery you dumb son-of-a-bitch. And I can’t explain a mystery because I’m not God and you can’t explain a mystery because you’re not God. And that’s why I’m glad I’m a Catholic, cause it’s a mystery religion!” -Pop to Johnny in the play, Beggars In The House Of Plenty by John Patrick Shanley
The most fascinating acting always has a quality of mystery to us. Garbo, Brando, Olivier, Davis, Guinness—these actors provide us with a dazzling array of answers (they all do the eleven guideposts thoroughly every time they perform), but then they add that quality we cannot explain, that exploration in relationships of what is wondered at but not answered, perhaps cannot be answered. Think of some of the questions man has pondered since the beginning of his time on earth: What is love? Is there a god? Is there life after death? No matter how much science finds out, we never do know the answers to those questions, do we? They eternally remain mysteries to us. So it is with any relationship you create: No matter how much we know about the other person, there is always something going on in that other heart and that other head that we don’t know but can only ponder. And no matter how we explain ourselves to someone else, no matter how open we are, there is always still something inexplicable, something hidden and unknown in us, too.
I am suggesting you add to your audition this wonderment about the other person. I am suggesting you add, too, the wonderment about what is going on inside of you. These are feelings, mysterious feelings, that cannot be verbalized and cannot be explained. But they can be felt and therefore they can be added to your audition. -Michael Shurtleff from his book, Audition
You don’t need to know how the magician performed their trick.
You don’t need to know how to actor weaved their spell.
You don’t need to know how the director pulled off that shot.
You don’t need to know all the secrets of the universe.
It’s okay to not know all there is to know.
Just embrace the mystery. Allow for it. Open yourself up to it.
Cuz the mystery’s where all the fun is.
P.S. – Speaking of magic, this trick. Speaking of shots, this one.
You can accomplish just about anything if all you have are these three items in your toolkit…
TASTE. This takes time and you must constantly work to develop it. Focus on being specific over “good.”
TENACITY. Be relentless and don’t be afraid to ask for what you want. Remember, “No” is just the first word in any negotiation.
LOVE. Have deep love and enthusiasm for whatever you’re doing and convey that enthusiasm all the time.
P.S. – This article on the miraculous turnaround at Barnes & Noble is a clinic in what taste, tenacity and love can do.
I am the man, I suffered, I was there.
Agonies are one of my changes of garments,
I do not ask the wounded person how he feels, I myself become the wounded person -Walt Whitman, “Song Of Myself”
“Nothing forces us to know
What we do not want to know
Except pain” -Aeschylus, The Oresteia: Agamemnon, The Libation Bearers, The Eumenides
“Compassion, love of our brothers, for those who love us and for those who hate us, love of our enemies; yes, that love which God preached on earth and which Princess Marya taught me and I did not understand- that is what made me sorry to part with life, that is what remained for me had I lived. But now it is too late. I know it!” -Prince Andrei in Leo Tolstoy’s War And Peace
“Love is…the fullest source of the answer to the question of the meaning of suffering.” -Pope John Paul II
“If we do not transform our pain, we will most assuredly transmit it.” -Richard Rohr
Just as game recognizes game.
Pain recognizes pain.
It’s only when you go through some shit of your own that you can truly understand another’s suffering. If you’re in that place and can help someone through theirs, please do so.
And if you personally are suffering right now, please don’t be afraid to reach out. There are lots and lots of people with “pain and game” standing by to help, love, and support you through it.
P.S. – The painting above is A Hopeless Dawn by the artist Frank Bramley, 1888.
“Storytelling is a tool for knowing who we are and what we want.” – Ursula K. Le Guin
“An artist is a sort of emotional or spiritual historian. His role is to make you realize the doom and glory of knowing who you are and what you are. He has to tell, because nobody else in the world can tell, what it is like to be alive. All I’ve ever wanted to do is tell that, I’m not trying to solve anybody’s problems, not even my own. I’m just trying to outline what the problems are…I want to be stretched, shook up, to overreach myself, and to make you feel that way too.” -James Baldwin
“It is through story that we embrace the great breadth of memory, that we can distinguish what is true, and that we may glimpse, at least occasionally, how to live without despair in the midst of the horror that dogs and unhinges us.” – Barry Lopez
We have infinite stories we can tell.
Our power comes in deciding which ones to tell and how we want to tell them.
Honesty, vulnerability and a sense of humor will never let you down.
And if the story you tell yourself isn’t serving you or others, then choose to tell a different story.
“I love actors. Part of that is my theater background and being a writer who cares about performance. Actors have usually chosen their profession because they have a dream of doing it and they want to express something about the world. That’s the same thing that I have with writing. Most of the good actors get into it for those reasons, rather than for reasons of fame or fortune, or anything like that, and that’s where I’m coming from, as a storyteller.” -Martin McDonagh
Riffing on McDonagh’s great film above and Tim Ferriss’ billboard question (“What would you put on a billboard to get a message out to millions of people?”) he asks every podcast guest, below are three billboards I’d like to see outside my hometown of Los Angeles, California. Really every city across the world.
Billboard #1: Assume Positive Intent.
Billboard #2: Strong Opinions. Weakly Held.
Billboard #3: Go Make Your Art. And Help Someone Make Theirs.
Okay, I lied. One more…
Billboard #4: All You Need Is Love. Love Is All You Need.
P.S. – I’d love to know your billboard message. Share in the comments. Or email me. Thanks!
You say goodbye and I say hello
(Hello, goodbye, hello, goodbye) Hello, hello – song, “Hello, Goodbye” by The Beatles
Thoughts are just thoughts and they are inevitable. It’s foolish to try and control them. As Jeff Bridges advises “thoughts are like secretions.”
A practice for when the firehose of negative thoughts threaten to overwhelm and engulf you…
First, welcome them.
Second, thank them for coming.
Third, say goodbye.
Put another way…
“Hello thought.”
“Thank you for coming.”
“Goodbye for now.”
Rinse, repeat.
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