And I listen for the voice inside my head
Nothin’, I’ll do this one myself -“State Of Love And Trust”, song by Pearl Jam
Giving up the search and realizing the cavalry isn’t coming is refreshing and empowering. You no longer seek external validation or to get picked. You no longer analyze what everything means. You no longer wonder if this is what you should be doing with your life.
You just decide making this piece art at this point in time is worth it and you’re gonna make it happen. If people wanna join you, cool. If they don’t wanna join you, also cool.
Go make it happen.
Be the cavalry.
And then when you’re done, maybe you can actually be the cavalry for someone else. (Because that person has also decided to be their own cavalry. But when you show up, they will be overjoyed to see you.)